Ren here. Jus finished watching JDorama セレブと貧乏太郎 (Celeb & Poor Taro). its a very light-hearted drama that involves the lives of ultra rich billionaire heiress, Alice and an uber poor part-time worker Taro with 3 kids.. much comedy and some romantic sparks here and there.. i'd recommend if you like JDorama.. =) Tako likes Alice-san's lip gloss.. >.>
And this song is an insert in it.. its neither an opening nor closing theme but it fits the story very well.. and sometimes, i myself reflect upon it too. that's why i like it very much. pretty much shows wad i'm feeling now. jus wanna share it with you guys.. hope you like it too.
here's the lyrics.. in Japanese,
太陽が眩し過ぎて 顔上げて真っすぐ歩けない
笑い声響く街並がなぜか孤独に感じるよ
いつになればなれるだろう 強くて優しいあなたのように
どんなに強がってみても 胸に残る虚しさが
※本当は自信なんてないし 情けないほど弱虫
泣きそうなくらい また今日が辛い 作り笑いの下でI cry…
強くなくていい 素顔のままに もう自分にウソつかなくていい
この物語のHeroは自分だから※
誰かに合わせて笑ってみたり喜んでみたり
本当の気持ちを言えないまま 鏡に映った嘘の自分
周りと同じが楽だった 一人ぼっちが怖かった
逆境に負けず 立ち向かうHero あなたが遠く霞んで見えた
だけどそんな僕にもたった一つだけわかった事があるんだ
(※くり返し)
変わらないものなんてきっとない 答え探し続ける一生涯
今日よりも明日 明日よりも日月後日って先走って気付けば自分勝手
本当の強さが何なのかすらわからずに強がるのが精一杯で
いっぱい人を傷付けて 結局は自分自身傷付けて
臆病だってカッコ悪くたって時にわがままだっていいじゃない
まずは認める所から始めよう 心に掛かった雲を掻き消そう
僕の物語僕がHero 君の物語君がHero 誰しもがきっと
ほらそう思えば少し楽になれる
本当は自信なんてないし 情けないほど弱虫
泣きそうなくらい また今日が辛い 作り笑いの下でI cry…
他の誰かを救えるほど カッコよくなんてないけど
世界にたった一人の自分だから
(※くり返し)
-ends-
in Romaji and...
Taiyou ga mabushisugite kao agete massugu arukenai
Waraigoe hibiku machinami ga nazeka kodoku ni kanjiru yo
Itsu ni nareba nareru darou tsuyokute yasashii anata no you ni
Donna ni tsuyogatte mitemo
Mune ni nokoru munashisa ga
※Hontou wa jishin nante nai shi
Nasakenai hodo yowamushi
Nakisou na kurai mata kyou ga tsurai
Tsukuriwarai no shita de I cry...
Tsuyokunakute ii sugao no mama ni
Mou jibun ni uso tsukanakute ii
Kono monogatari no hero wa jibun dakara※
Dareka ni awasete waratte mitari
Yorokonde mitari
Hontou no kimochi wo ienai mama
Kagami ni utsutta uso no jibun
Mawari to onaji ga raku datta
Hitoribocchi ga kowakatta
Gyakkyou ni makezu tachimukau hero
Anata ga tooku kasunde mieta
Dakedo sonna boku ni mo tatta hitotsu dake
Wakatta koto ga arun da
(※repeat)
Kawaranai mono nante kitto nai
Kotae sagashi tsuzukeru isshougai
Kyou yori mo asu asu yori mo asatte sakibashitte
Kizukeba jibun gatte
Hontou no tsuyosa ga nan na no ka sura
Wakarazu ni tsuyogaru no ga seiippai de
Ippai hito wo kizutsukete
Kekkyoku wa jibun jishin kizutsukete
Okubyou datte kakko warukutatte
Toki ni wagamama datte ii ja nai
Mazu wa mitomeru tokoro kara hajimeyou
Kokoro ni kakatta kumo wo kaki kesou
Boku no monogatari boku ga hero kimi no monogatari kimi ga hero
Dare shimo ga kitto
Hora sou omoeba
Sukoshi raku ni nareru
(※repeat)
-ends-
English
The sun is so bright that I can’t look up and walk straight
Laughter echoes through the town but somehow it feels lonely
When will I be able to be as strong and gentle as you?
No matter how much I try to pretend to be strong
An emptiness remains in my heart
※The truth is, I have no confidence
And I’m such a wimp it’s pathetic
Another day so hard that I feel like crying
Underneath my fake smile, I cry...
I don’t need to pretend to be strong, I can show my true face
I don’t need to lie to myself anymore
Because the hero of this story is me※
Trying to laugh with someone
Trying to be happy
Unable to say how I really felt
The girl in the mirror was a fake version of myself
It was easier to be like everyone else
I was afraid of being alone
You, a hero who faces adversity without giving in
Seemed to be a blur in the distance
But there’s just one thing
That I learned
(※repeat)
There’s surely nothing that won’t change
We spent our lives searching for answers
We overlook today in favour of tomorrow, tomorrow in favour of the next day
And now I think about it, we’re selfish
We’re hell-bent on pretending to be strong
When we don’t even know what real strength is
We hurt so many people
And in the end we hurt ourselves
Isn’t it OK to be cowardly and clumsy
And even selfish sometimes?
Let’s start by admitting it to ourselves
Let’s get rid of the clouds in our hearts
The hero of my story is me
The hero of your story is you
If everyone can think that
Then surely we’ll all feel a little better
(※repeat）
-ends-
(^^") レンです！ じゃね！
